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Wade into the Deep

    A picture began to form in my mind as I prayed. I saw a river that began to bubble and swirl freely as it slowly danced along its way. The vision was truly clear and detailed. People were standing near the banks bundled up against the cold and rain. As I came ear the river’s edge, I saw that there was a muddy area to cross if one wanted to get in the river. Grasses and weeds were trampled in the mud, tangled, twisted and dirty. Grasses poked up through the water and I could see that getting to the middle of the river would be difficult and take determination. Upon closer examination, I saw words written on the grasses coming out of the sticky mud. The words were clear, “religious, tradition, rules, control, twisted truth, evil agenda, deception, division”. A few pushed past and made their way to the river. The believers on the banks were trying to stop people from going into the river. “Those in the river are Heretics”, they cried. “Don’t’ believe them, ignore the warnings written on the grasses, the Bible is God’s Word. Your beliefs must be from the Word, but not certain parts that don’t pertain to today! You must not believe all of it is for now. Danger! Stay here where it’s safe!” “Why do you seek more?”

    I saw many people singing and joyfully rowing a huge raft in the middle of the river where the water took on a golden glow. While the drizzly cold day affected those on the banks, the ones in and on the river were in summer clothes and looked joyfully comfortable. They were free. Their faces reflected the sunlight, their hair dry and tussled in the breeze. They waved to me and those standing near me, come! Come in, it’s glorious! I wanted to go too. I absolutely knew the Spirit of the Lord beckoned me to jump in. I traversed the muddy bank. It was like quicksand. It wanted to pull me down, suck me into the mud of that religious spirit. It wanted to hold me down, keep me enveloped in the mire. I took another step; I would not be delayed. As I fought my way past the mud and acknowledged the knife-like leaves of warning, I was emboldened by the Spirit of God. He wants to go! He wants me to go! I heard Him say, “Go without fear, refuse to acknowledge the mire. Go to the deep by faith, be free. Don’t let fear and traditions of men paralyze you”. I broke through! I shed my heavy coat and swam freely to the center of the river. I began to play in the golden sweet-scented water. The farther down I dove, the greater the comfort and assurance. I know this place. I know this voice. I have been here before. This is real. This is the presence of God; He is bathing us in love.

    For weeks I have been confronted by a divisive religious spirit that attempts to attack from every angle. Friends, family, media. The battle has been hard, but I knew I would win because I believe the Word. I rebuke that spirit. It must flee. The battle is done, victory is in Jesus. The enemy has failed again. I speak life over you my friends. Your joy is a target. Guard your heart in all truth. I speak truth and God’s gracious peace over you. Keep going!

What If?

    What if everything you are ashamed of, every secret ugly thing in your past, every bad deed, was put in a trash bin and burned to ash? What if every lie, every act of betrayal, every underhanded scheme you’ve ever cooked up, every word that hurt someone and every little thing you knew was wrong, was wiped off the face of the earth and nothing could be held against you? That can be your reality. This is exactly why God Himself came down to earth in the human form of Jesus, the Messiah, to free you. History shows that man couldn’t find a way to obey God but also atone for his own sins. He wanted to play and not pay, so he got angry, judgmental, and critical of others. It’s easier to look at others than within one’s self. Then, man made up rules he could live with, that kept others in line with what they believed to be correct. They formed a team of like-minded people. They forgot about the love of God and sought to appease Him with rituals and sacrifices. They found ways to justify their own beliefs and behaviors. It was not holy; it was a list of excuses to validate their unholiness. Over the centuries, this thinking has become more and more on the side of rationalization for sin. Even the rules and religions are no longer revered because the flesh of man has become the supreme ruler instead of God. The trouble with the logic of man is that God does in fact exist. Roll with me a minute. History bears out that God can’t be ignored without consequence. One day every person ever born, will bow their knee to Jesus whether they choose to believe or not. What will you say at that moment? Will you say, “hey, I followed the rules”. Will He say, “those weren’t my rules, I just wanted your heart.”

John 10:10 says the devil has come to steal, to kill and to destroy, but I have come that you may have life, and have life more abundantly. So here is the good news, there is a way out of this turmoil. Repentance is the simple door to abundant living. It’s not a human court of law; repentance and admission of guilt does not bring penalty and a sentence. It brings freedom and righteousness before God. Think of it, righteousness means right standing, and you have that by just believing what Jesus said. Yeah, it’s that easy. So why choose death when you can choose freedom from sin and shame? Why not believe? If the Bible is the absolute truth and word of God, then as it says, we all fall short of the glory of God. Save the argument about the veracity of the Bible and hear this crucial point. There is something built into your spirit my friend, something that yearns to believe. You were born with it. Give that small voice within you a moment of your time. Explore what is there for you. The Bible says God knows the number of hairs upon your head. He knows you, He actually created you for Himself. He holds His hand out to you with unfathomable love, a promise of life and freedom. Just look at this for a moment. You are free to choose, but I’m asking you to first ponder it honestly for a second. He offers freedom from fear, physical pain, addiction, the false imprisonment of lies and accusations against you, and removes the torment of hopelessness. He doesn’t promise perfection or the need for it, or an easy life, but ask yourself, do you have that now? How is trying to be a good person working out for you? Are you hitting a wall, attempting to live within the miserable confines of rules and regulations in an attempt to “do what is right”? Here’s the difference. In God, you are free. You have no desire to do wrong things. You are free of self, rules, restrictions, and sin. You are free in your mind and your will and empowered with Jesus. You belong. You are wanted and revered and longed for.

This is who Jesus is. He is God who became flesh and entered the world to complete a mission. His directive from the Father was to give earth a picture of Heaven, an articulation of God as love, not wrath. Wrath didn’t work. Jesus brought light, the illumination of truth. He said, I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one gets to the Father except by Me. Period . That’s the way out. That’s the bridge. Of course, the religious people hated Him because he represented liberty, not control. They murdered Him in the most horrific and inhuman manner, and He put up with it because He was assigned to be the bridge. He suffered for you, for a way out for you. They mocked Him and reviled Him because He threatened their manmade towers of power. He defied their self-created belief systems of excused behavior that separated them from the love of God. The movement began in Him and continues now. He paid the penalty and restitution for the sin of every person ever born. Sin is simply separation from God. It doesn’t matter if you told a lie or horrifically murdered someone, it’s forgiven if you will ask. And God doesn’t remember it if it’s forgiven. You ask forgiveness, and it doesn’t exist.

Let me ask you this. Are you afraid to give up your choice of sins, your carefully crafted justifications and excuses for bad behavior? Are you really satisfied with being secretly sick and miserable and afraid? Come on beloved. Come on and see what He has planned for you. The Bible says to taste and see that the Lord is good. Don’t be afraid or ashamed, come and taste it. Nobody is so bad that they can’t be forgiven. You will not be judged at this moment; you will be welcomed. Walk into freedom and loving acceptance. Leave it, leave the mess, and let Him clean it up. Let Jesus breathe life into your weary soul. Say this, “Lord save me.” Say, ” Jesus, I want to believe, I want to be free. I want to be loved and accepted. Please take over Jesus. Make me in right standing with You. I don’t want to be separated from You any longer.” Come on, you have faith at this very moment, at least the size of a tiny mustard seed. That minuscule amount of faith is enough. I tell you this because I am a witness to you of its absolute truth in my life and my own experience. The moment you believe, you are delivered from the power of darkness and conveyed with explosive force, and transplanted, into the kingdom of the Son of God’s love, in whom we have redemption through His blood and the forgiveness of sins. Colossians 1:12-14. If you are in Christ, you are a new creation. Old things just die, all things become new. 2 Corinthians 5:17. You will take on a new perspective, a new world view. Acceptance. Hope. Just try it. Blessings.

The 4th Quarter Vision

    It’s September 1st, the beginning of the 4th quarter of 2020. The excitement is building, momentum is quickly developing. Can you feel it? Can you feel the Holy Spirit moving within you? It’s an edge of your seat, tip of your toes kind of urgency. It’s thrilling. I tell you, my heart is pounding with anticipation! Let faith arise, let the sons and the daughters worship, let it go out that Jesus is our king. Try it, pray just a little, and feel the Spirit expand your words, your request, your faith. There’s a new fierceness that goes beyond boldness. I hear audacious declarations. I hear a calling in of things promised to the Church, the Body of Christ, the masses of believers. I can hear prophecy and see the miracles.

    In the spirit I see a crowd of people on their knees, hands outstretched, boldly grabbing the hem of Heaven, and pulling it down. The gap between Heaven and earth is narrowing for the pray-ers. Take your place intercessors! Lose yourself in communication with Jesus! I am seeing these intercessors fearlessly step up to the throne to worship and pray in perfect agreement with the Father. Angels stand on either side of huge vats of fragrant oil. They are already beginning to tip over onto all the earth. Strategic armies of pray-ers are in place, calling out for the revelation of Jesus. There’s good news to be shared. The blind see, the deaf hear, the lame walk and the dead arise. The greatest miracle of all is the gift of salvation being received by a lost soul. The Father’s eyes twinkle with love.

    It is the 4th quarter of this battle. All eyes are on the players, the cheerleaders, the coaches. What Satan meant for evil, God is turning for good. The enemy is exposed, his strategies are unmasked and ruined. The absolute freedom of Jesus is overtaking the crowds with revelation and joy. Glory Lord, Glory! Shake off the fog of apathy and unworthiness. You are chosen to be right here right now. Jump, shout, pray. Leave the “yeah buts” behind. Hold up the arms of those who pray. Lift those who are ministering the heart of Jesus. Pray for those who go out and bring worship to the streets. Sing to the Lord a new song. Take your place. Love people into the Kingdom! Blessings.

The Fire is Coming!

    I see great pillars of fire coming upon the world. Right here in my hometown, I see fire and glory falling like never before. I see people rushing to Jesus, running to salvation and righteousness. Who will help them? Are we ready, Church? My heart is bursting with expectation and urgency. I hear the words, preparation, preparation. I hear, tell them, tell them; shout to them! Oh Lord, my entire being quivers with the anticipation of Your presence, Your grace and mercy falling on massive crowds.

    Church, examine yourself. Look at your resources, plan for hundreds rushing to alters, make way! Open double doors of welcome to the lost. Now is not the time to shrink back, but to jump in the river and lead them! I see prayer groups all across the United States. I see faithful intercessors crying out and gifted administrators forming plans and scenarios. I see nothing locked, no one excluded, nothing that would hinder the great move of the Spirit. Think bigger! Make plans for spontaneous baptisms, plans to recruit people steeped in holiness to bring the desperate to the baptism of the Holy Spirit. Come Church, come to your knees in prayer and fasting. Partner with the Lord for His desire upon the earth. Speak life and declare His word. We do not want to be found with no fuel for our lamps. We must be ready to light the way.

    Oh how Jesus loves us! Look at our lives. We are chosen for such a time as this. We are not spectators looking for entertainment, we are commissioned! We are assigned! We are free to go and do as we are commanded. Put on love people and get prepared. Miracles are coming! Let’s do this! Blessings.


Fingernails and Manna

I got my nails done for the 3rd time since moving to town, and by the 3rd nail tech. It’s not that I’m picky, but they just kept popping off. So, this tech was more experienced and did all the prep work necessary to create a solid foundation for the acrylic. I liked them, but they bugged me. The shape was not right; some rounded, some too square and uneven. So, what do I want? I kept questioning myself because I just have not liked the shape of any of the nails. They are crooked, not finished well. I wrestled, thought I might give up and was just really unsatisfied.

Today, I grabbed a file and did the unthinkable! I filed them! The file smoothed out the crooked places and shaped them all to look consistent. I was suddenly happy with them. They were just what I liked. All it took was pressure and friction, removal of excess bulk and imperfections. I could even type better! It was so simple!

Isn’t that what God does for us? He applies a little pressure here, a little friction there, and we are changed. It is uncomfortable, but in the end, we are refined and consistent. We are more like Jesus. We become holy and sanctified by His lovingkindness. We don’t even remember the imperfections anymore because they are not any longer important. They are gone and forgotten. We are free to move forward, a little more confident, liking the way we look to Jesus. Blessings.

Another Miracle

    August 1, 2020, 10:30 a.m. The sudden pain was excruciating. All I did was sit on the couch, lean back and I heard a repulsive, wet, crunching sound, followed by exploding pain. I could not move, sit, or stand. I felt paralyzed. I called my husband who helped me to the floor. The pain was unbearable. I gasped for air, fighting down the nausea. Something had snapped, my right side and lower back was wrapped in agony. My arms and hands begin to tremble and went numb. Mike sat down on the floor next to me and silently prayed. I began to pray, to call out to Jesus my healer. After what seemed like hours, we managed to get me to the couch. Even though the pain was tormenting, surprisingly, I fell asleep next to Mike who continued to pray. An hour later I woke up, afraid to move, but there was an awareness that I had no pain! I gingerly moved a leg, no pain. I became aware that I was completely pain free. I sat up, I stood, I walked. No pain. A miracle. Joy flooded my heart as I realized that Jesus intervened. I am so grateful, I love Him so! This is the supernatural life. This is the protection and love of a Savior who sees and hears and takes action. Just believe my friends, run with confidence in the love of God, never give up. He is waiting for you; His hand is outstretched. I’m telling you; this is normal. This is how it is supposed to be! Jump in!

Be a Bridge

    I saw this yesterday and then again today, but the view was expanded. I suspect the Lord wants this written to the Church. You have an assignment. With all the division and strife tearing at the fabric of the nation, may we join together and break the momentum.

    In my Spirit I see a long narrow canyon. It’s only about 6 feet wide and 6 feet deep. Liberals and conservatives of every ideology stand along their designated sides of the canyon staring the other side down in hate, intolerance, and disgust. Idiots! Each thinks the other is an idiot. A person, nobody special, suddenly jumps in the chasm. She extends her left hand to a person on the left bank and her right hand to a person on the right bank. A couple more people jump in and do the same. Soon there are miles of people standing in the gap and reaching to clasp the hand of those on the edge. Looking down the length of the chasm, it appears to be a human braid. Angels begin to stir in and around the gap standers, holding their arms up and bringing a surprising peace to the crowd. I can see it, it is gossamer and tightly woven.

    The ground beneath the feet of the gap standers begins to rise. In a whisper, the gap is gone and all stand on solid ground, a long braid of humanity in unity and trust. Opinions, assumptions, lies they believed and evil plots fell into the chasm. There is no strife. People begin to weep and laugh and experience peace and joy as they mingle together and hug. There is unity and love. They look at one another with their heart eyes, loving and caring. They see so clearly. The hear so clearly. All evil was buried.

This is the beginning of understanding. Love covers a multitude of sins. Love conquers hate and discontent. Jesus has stepped in. The Holy Spirit has poured out the love of Jesus. Bask in it. Stay in it. Look at things differently my beloved. Change your perspective. Focus on Jesus and see the world through Him. Be a bridge.


The Chase

    Last night as I was falling asleep, a profound thought process began to form in my mind that caused me to sit up and pay attention. Have you ever wanted something so desperately that you did everything in your power to obtain it? When you got it, did you quickly lose interest and move on to the next thing? Yes, me too. In life, we engage in are many pursuits, avenues of enjoyment and knowledge. We are bombarded with opportunities and choices. Something piques our interest and we dive in.

It’s true that in so many things, the hunt, the seeking, turns out to be more exciting than the capture. Once victory is achieved, one quickly loses interest and moves on to something shiny and new. I used to collect jewelry. I loved shiny, blingy rings. I would save and finally purchase what excited my eyes. Soon thereafter, I found myself saving for the next shiny, blingy thing that caught my eye at the jewelry store.

There is only one thing I have ever found that continues to be exhilarating from chase to capture and that is Jesus. To know Him, to really know and understand the depths of His love and wisdom, is breathtaking. The pursuit never ends because there is no end to Him. When I discover a facet of Him or obtain understanding of His way, the victory is overwhelmingly glorious. The joy is unspeakable. Yet, unbelievably, there is more to find! To pursue Jesus again and again is so satisfying, so fulfilling and so joyful, that I am compelled to press on. I am desperate to know Him and the riches of His glory, the unfailing love, the glory of His presence. It is remarkable. For this, the longing for more, is unquenchable in a most pleasant way. I feel a burst of longing and yet satisfaction at the same time. Peace and fire both ignite my heart at the same moment. How can this be? There is only one way, the way of truth and love and life; Jesus. The pursuit of Jesus is both completely satisfying and yet hunger stirring. To study Jesus creates within us a beautiful invitation to find more treasure in Him. It ignites us to know Him, to understand His words, and to love Him increasingly and deeply. This chase is a lifelong, never-ending quest that never gets old, never is a chore, and is always satisfying. Go for it! Jump into this divine thirst that dwells within you! Take one step and see it grow! Blessings.

The Joy Bubble

    There is a moment when I experience a sudden, ecstatic, physical feeling deep in my chest. My spirit jumps and warmth spreads throughout my body. The joy bubble is rising up, overwhelming me with the presence of God, His healing love and never-ending grace. It’s a blissful happiness, a bubble of exhilaration only God can give.

When I find myself feeling hurt and sad and frustrated with life, I begin to cry out to the Lord for help. He gently reveals my mistakes so I might I repent of worry, of busyness, of fear. I repent of listening to the enemy’s lies of division and distraction. I lay my heart out before the Lord in anguish and shame. I begin to praise Him and all my hurt and fear and sadness is gone. It vanishes and is replaced with the persistent love of God, the knowledge that He has this, and all I need to do is cast my care upon Him.

    Only God can instantly heal a broken heart. Only God can remove fear and worry in a moment and replace it with a steadfast confidence, a knowing, that His love for me is greater and greater than anything I face. I praise Him, I love Him, I know that I know He is my Savior. Jesus said, I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one gets to the Father except through Me. He has broken the chains that bound me and given me a way, the truth, and a life. Thank you, Lord for your Joy bubble!